I feel like bitching...

I really feel like bitching...

...like screaming my lungs out about everything that is making want to scream my lungs out...

I want to hurt something...

Narrator: I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted to breathe smoke. -Fight Club

That's the kind of bad mood I'm in today...

So...again...I feel like bitching...

but I know that I shouldn't...

so I'm not going to...anymore...

So, yet again folks...

Simply note, that I have the desire...

the EXTREME desire...

and stay away for 24 hours

...while I drown myself in chocolate and Final Fantasy (VII probably just cause it always makes me feel better).

Tyler Durden: Where'd you go psycho boy? 

Narrator: I felt like destroying something beautiful.

Raoul Duke: [commenting on the song "One Toke Over the Line" playing on the radio] One toke? You poor fool! Wait till you see those goddamn bats

Raoul Duke: What? No. We can't stop here. This is bat country.

I think I miss my hair a little.

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Official Iron Man Theatrical Trailer 2008

To anyone interested, I highly recommend it.
Fucking kick ass flick!

That is all for now from the girl in in The Burg.
(where it is currently on it's 3rd day of a marathon storm...I swear, I think I'll grow gills at this rate)

Currently reading:

The Riddle: The Second Book of Pellinor (Pellinor Series)

Well...I had typed up a nice, long, detailed post over the last hour with great updates and funny anecdotes before either vox or my computer decided to be an absolute cunt and lost it all...so...yay for technology.

His Cuteness

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Found this story...loved it so much I had to post it.

Don't Argue With The Gay Flight Attendant

My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks.

As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super."

On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed an extremely well-dressed and exotic young woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground."

She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one."

To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray up, Bitch."

I am frustrated.
No...I'm more than that.
I'm beginning to get the vague feeling I'm trying to whip a dead horse...
that's been buried...
and cast in cement...
on the moon. 

Why bother?
That is my genius question that no one can seem to answer...
If it is all going to come crumbling down
because of one person
who can't do what they signed up for...
and you don't have the common sense to replace them
with someone more willing to apply themselves to the task...
someone who has the time for the task...
then what does it all matter anyhow?!
The dead horse, I'm sure...does not much appreciate the effort...

People beg me not to close down the forum...
"No...please."
So I say, "Then participate damnit!"
"Oh...but I just don't have the time..."
Oh?! Fine...then leave and save me the wasted effort of more beatings for the horse called R***...

Oh wait,
then there's the big deal about people coming to me about inactivity when...
of course...there are 25 other members to bitch at/about...
but no...they come to me.
But...of course...
when they DO bother to show up...
when I could certainly do with the information that you are not dead in a ditch somewhere...
that's when you decide to leave Alli alone, eh?
Wonderful...just fan-freakin-tastic.

Bah...feel much better now...
need more caffeine.

Endymion Spring

Matthew Skelton

Well, I saw the new film!
Went with my mom to the midnight premiere in New Town.
Had a blast.
Ate waaaay too much candy and popcorn.
Drank too much soda after having gone weeks without it so
naturally my body is wigging out on my and refuses to let me sleep.

Chatting with a friend who lives in the UK.
Apparantly the last book got leaked.
It's all over the net but
I'm not going to hunt it out
and thereby ruin the experience the hardcover I have reserved at Barnes & Noble will bring.
I'm going be a normal person and pick it up at the release party held at B&N.
I'm going to pay for it and everything because I sincerely RESPECT the author enough to do so.

Hanging out with my mom at her place for the rest of the week while my Da's in Philly.
He gets back Friday but their anniversary party (a 3 day long event) is this weekend so...
there is no way I'm getting home until Sunday.
Wish me luck.

Happy Birthday Morg!
I miss you Wess, my sweety!  I can't wait to come home!!
_alz

Well, apparently that little grinding noise my laptop would make at night, keeping me awake until I turned it off, wasn't just...hard drive noise.  It was the beginnings of the "click of death".  Had I recognized this, I wouldn't be staring at the remnants of the contents of my hard drive, only 50% of which, Darren was able to retrieve.

Yes, the loss is great, and the feeling of stupidity deepens when I look back and realize that, just before trying to back up my work myself when I got a feeling the hard drive was dying, I deleted the old backup to make space and to avoid having doubles of everything.  Yes...my idiocy knows no bounds.

Since I can't afford a new computer...Alli is officially unplugged...and borrowing her boyfriend's computer.  =[

Wish me luck but
...better yet...
GIVE ME MONEY!

_alz

My room is too hot
All noises too loud...
even the air conditioner...
but especially the stuff already in my head.

shut up, shut up, shut up
let me sleep!